The Redemption

I’m 31 this time
Call it a day
Call it a night
Call it whatever you want 
To me it was a big fight

Through the fire 
Through the smile
My heart softens 
The cracks fill up
They solidify

A bit of hope
Some liquid mix
And my heart slowly stops
To form this delusional remix

Everything needs a replacement 
Some wheels, one shaft
Let’s clean the pipes
At last a happy client 
Before a goodnight

Everything needs a fixing
A higher dose of somekind
More fresh air, vertical bills
That boarding life

The onboard drama 
Didn’t leave the train
You’ll still have to remove the headset 
From time to time to make sure
The rumbling’s still alive

We will have to look 
each other eye to eye
To know what we did
What didn’t rhyme

Or stay where you are
Wherever
I’ll be scrolling the map 
Looking for you
Whenever

Out of hope
Or desperation 
This heart needs a fixing 
A manifestation 

Out the love 
Welcome hate
I need someone 
To close this gate

Too much for me to bear
Too much for me to say
Too much for my shoulders 
Too much for the new state

I'm setting up the lens
Need the angles to be straight
I will stop this moment in time
And hopefully it will stay

I need at least one flight
Or maybe two, You and the hill
To map the story of three cities
The clashing titans of this thrill

The house near the bank
The coffee in half Paris
The million spots of
My idiotic fantasies

Through the limits
Through the imprints
Life sorts itself out
But there will be debris 

And the leftovers 
Will eat my bones 
hopefully not entirely 
Leave something for the ones ahead of me

Soon I’ll be 32
Call it a night 
Call it a brew 
It was not easy to understand
that I love myself too.



Written, Voiced and Edited by Besart Cani