How to get out of shit!

How to get out of that shit
When gaming feels quick
When the wedding is rigged 
When the economy slips away
bit by bit

How to get out of this shit
When everyone doesn’t want 
To listen to you forcefully lose it
How to trap a new idea 
And make something out of it!

How to get out of the shit
That i created slowly 
Telling myself that i wanted it
Hijacking my desires 
To stand by her on it

How to get out of shit 
That you never wanted
That you never knew 
Would be so deep
That smelled so good, so sick

How to win over that shit
That nearly made a mess of a town
Made a mess of your mind
A swirl in the heart to take away
all the emotions combined

I have nothing to tell anymore
You pour it all in one cup
Rebuild yourself In the aggregate 
A sportsman of dramas
Winning medals of honor

A man of refreshing candor
What a pleasure to be around
But not for long
Leave him alone with his dreams
And the not so funny jokes

How to see the shit for what it is
A scum story that i had to deal with
Legends of tomorrow, Ghosts of a town
No heart, soul, empathy 
Nothing to look around

How to stop this shit now
I have had enough, 
I feel it fading, i feel it far away
I am at the beginning when
I didn’t know what Pollog meant anyway

How to let the shit be
With all the aggravation resting inside of me
To close one eye, not hear my scream
Let the numbness rule
And not to become mean

How to sleep this shit away
The names die, slowly, one by one
I stop sometimes just to remember someone
I should be worried not why i remember 
But when i will forget…

Cause from that 
there is no turning back!

Written, voiced and edited by Besart Cani