Public Enemy

I walk slowly behind them

They clearly don’t see me

I creep closer at about an arms length

Ready to say hi to now a public enemy.

Something triggers on my mind

I can’t talk, can’t whisper

Can’t click….i can’t mix

My life story with ghosts

of another breed, another time

Another risk.

So i retreat back to my

Safe hajven

This mission seriously jinxed 

The armslength becomes a state 

It’s today already

It’s another fate

I think daily about

How i want to hurt you so bad

I think about you daily

Even though that gets me so mad

Amidst all the files 

Amidst all the corruption 

All I see is similarities of arrogance

A fox in female clothes

A lady trying to show her bad side

Even though ignorant

Tale as old as time

I have to pay you back 

Dime to dime

With the same pain

With the same thought 

With the same hope

I don’t know why,

Just to leave track 

Of a public enemy

that hurt me so bad

I still want the world to know

Never cared what you call it

I have to be respectful about it all

To my belongings 

I walk the streets, in others shoes

Allies aimed at you, 

All driving force

The main culprit is my cue

The main man, the main lady

Another fate, serving already

Another mix, another ghost

Moves slowly in the apartment 

This time to him is not a hoax

I hope he decides to face the dark

I hope he knows to play the part.

I walk new streets, a seaside breeze 

Once a cutting wind, now a warm hug

I look forward to a last blow though 

Hoping endlessly that it will break a past

and start a future

Always against the gradient

I knew there would be an end to the torture

Written, voiced and edited by Besart Cani